You do not have the right to say those things to me, or to anyone for that matter. I've been badly wanting to answer back to each and every single awful thing you said but I am beyond that. You've told me so many times that I've been nothing but good to you, but what do you do in return? Say the meanest things no one has ever said to me.
Why are you that mad at me? Is it really because of the money that you knew I was going to return even if it meant you needed to wait for a while? Or is it because you no longer have that hold on me?
People move on. People learn. People grow up. People stop acting stupidly especially when they begin to realize that the person they were trying to chase has already been caught by someone else, 7 months ago.
Yes you did warn me, but you never told me you were already someone else's gf a few weeks after we started dating. Now I know why you'd always tell me that it's okay for me to date other girls. I was just another girl whom you were dating while your gf wasn't here.
And when I have finally learned to let go of you, by allowing myself to see someone else, you act violently and say awful things to me. I'm sorry honey, but been there, done that.
I still wish you well and hopefully in the future we will see past these things, that seem to make us fight every single week. I am tired and I believe that we could use some break from all the bickering. Besides, our story was short and you've left me with nothing but lies. So it's just fitting that I pretend you never existed in my life, for now. I don't like holding grudges for so long but I never forget. Good luck with life, E!
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