Thank You

This has got to be one of the worst weeks of my life, on hindsight the first day of September was already shaky. I will not elaborate on what exactly transpired this week as all of you already know what happened. I'll probably look back at this with a slight chuckle because I've really gone cheesy and emotional but I just want to show you, that embarrassing as this may seem, this is how thankful I am despite the circumstances.

Yes, I lost someone whom I thought would mean everything to me, because I witnessed it myself, that I would have also meant everything to her. Our story was 10 years in the making, but I guess it was just not meant to be because for the second time, we did not have perfect timing, and truth be told, she realized that she was not yet ready for me. And during that time, in just one month, I believed that true love existed. 

I may have lost someone I love for reasons I still can't comprehend (I just want to doubt her and believe that everything was a lie), but I gained a lot of friends. And I didn't just discover friends who got my back, but I also discovered that true love could also exist among friends. I've not known most of them for years. We did not meet way back, like 10 years ago, because most of them, I just met this year. And the more interesting part is, I met these people through attending Hiphop classes. :) 

Thank you B, N, R and A, for spending time with me and for tirelessly listening to my heartaches and pains, and especially for last night when I couldn't control myself anymore from crying. I never imagined that you guys would make me feel this loved. 

I may have lost the love of one person but I gained the love of many. I will give you the weekend to rest from hearing from me because I'll be spending time my sister, who for the first time I'm seeking comfort from. I know two of you have already invited me to go out and it was much appreciated by my broken heart. 

T, losing you has given me the chance to gain more in life by letting me discover that true love  only didn't exist between the two of us, but also with these people who I know will be there for me 'til the end.